The Spirit of Peace?? You're kidding right?

In 1992 I experienced several things that made me feel the power of the spirit within me. I was experiencing the union with the spirit and the experience was overwhelming to me and my flesh body.

I was feeling power like I never felt before, and I became confused because my flesh/body got in the way and at that point in my spiritual growth I had not yet discerned how to separate my flesh feelings from my spiritual feelings.

So I decided to go to the local bar, and have a few beers and enjoy the feeling. After I got there two young Indian men about 18 and 19 years old came in and started to shoot pool, and they were playing grab ass like all young men do, and as I sat there I thought to myself, if I go back there to where they are playing pool and set next to them, that the spirit of peace would come on them and make them act differently? Right? Wrong!

As soon as I walked back to the pool table, the kid that was about 6 feet 2 inches, hit me as hard as he could with his fist, and I was immediately knocked out. I fell in the floor and this was the first time I was ever knocked out in my life in any fight, and I had many.

I was knocked out for 5 minutes, and when I came to, there was a few people around me trying to wake me up, and obviously concerned by my condition.

As soon as I woke up I heard the Spirit of the Living God say to me on the inside, "DO NOT EVER TEMPT ME AGAIN".

Apparently by trying to force the Spirit to engage others and change a situation was a bad idea. But at that time I did not know this, but it became clear to me that day.

I learned a valuable lesson that day, do not try to lead the Spirit, but let the Spirit lead you.

I had three teeth loosened that day and it took almost a whole year before they were healed.

The morale of the story is do not let your feelings overload your Spirit. Because if you do you may piss off God, and he will tear your face off, and make you like it.

I prayed later about this episode and God told me he anointed that kid to knock the shit out of me.

Not an easy way to learn a lesson. Thanks for sharing it because it does make alot of sense.

You wont catch me trying to pull a stunt like that, no way..........thank God I got people like you to show me the way. I'm not kidding either.

Love the story

Hello mntruthseeker,

Yes not an easy lesson at all. Too bad I was so ignorant at the time, but through the pain and the loose teeth, I did learn a valuable lesson.

priceless

I was raised with six sisters, no brothers, but we had our fights too, I never had to get hair cuts thats for sure.

I was also ignorant and naive for way too many years. The roman catholic dumbed down girl.

I have used my energies to remove a person through a room with my mind. I have done it several times and when my husband gets argumental when he would drink, of course, it somehow was my faulth. My friend who was a Reiki Master taught by a Shaman taught me how to change his mood. This is one thing that came pretty easy to me. I wish I had taken a course in this.

That is the one way I know how to share the vibes.

Your testimony is priceless because in this process we call life we all come at it from such diverse positions and circumstances.

This is the why as to the value of each of our testimonies, I did not have 6 sisters, and you have shown me something.

Our individual experiences contribute to the whole and make the constant body of light improve through our experience if we will express our experiences, which you have, so thanks for helping all of us.

thank you too for sharing your story also

I almost think of it on the order of thinking the good ole thought of.................glad it was you and not me.

So many times we get that thought in our head.

I had a sad upbringing and lived it as if in a cloud.

After I got on the internet, thank God for that................I met so many people on here that had similar,same stories and we got together every chance we got. There must of been close to 100 of us. We got so big that we couldn't all be in the same room at the same time. Then along came instant messager..................ICQ..................boy mine holds a story that would shock many.

We met like this for over 10 years. I couldn't believe what an awful cruel world we had. Alot of us had similiar stories of being raped, beatened, or living in unfit conditions and completely false information on sex and religion. Totally controlled.

We felt such a closeness, we knew we were suppose to meet up and exchange our stories. It gave us hope and something to look forward too. Someone else had it worse than I. Someone else knew what I went through or going through at this time.

But what were we going to do with all of this? We were going to bond and get a solution.....at least I was when our diseases under different names were the same and similiar and being treated with the very same drugs. How could one drug treat pain and depression for different people. Something reall stunk

at this time my mother died over a drug that was taken off the market one week later. I was furious and knew I had to dig my heels into this. It took me almost 2 years.

I investigated wholeheartily all about vitamins, nutrients , minerals and codex and got the answer I wanted. I proved it to be valid. I was able to get out of bed and actually do something . My pain was gone!


Others went out to learn about Aliens and came back and shared with those of us that wanted to know and soon our room got out of hand in forms of arguments. It was awful and then we found out many were Lesbians and Gays. I wanted no part at that time and have since discovered its all good and really none of my business. I found out there was adultery going on and decided it was where I drew the line. I left.

I now know that a special part of waking up was to be protected against those that didnt want us knowing all of this) My good friends and I separated and some have gone on to other sites or passed away. I feel bad that I never got a chance to tell them what I learn and thank them for what lessons they taught me. I have maintained a close relationship with a handfull.

I learn every day and I try to make a point of thanking someone for the lesson I learn now so as not to ever feel I slighted someone ever again.

My life has been touched so much and I feel fortunate to be a part of all of this right now.

I know you understand what I mean

Yes I do understand and also know that you do have something to contribute to others that will "hear".

It has been my learning experience in this short life that the ones that have the most adversity to overcome are most often the best and the strongest of the group. Also when you are hammered in your life from childhood forward, it does make you very strong spiritually if it does not kill you first.

You are a survivor and as such have the ability to help others through your spiritual growth. Your story you shared here to me is an incredible disadvantage to have to over come in anyone's life. I did not have near the obstacles to overcome as you apparently did since childhood, and to me what you have gone through is extremely hard to imagine me trying to go through the same thing and come out as good as you have.

That speaks highly to your apparent "balance" that you have found for your self, as balance in one's life is essential for spiritual advancement.

I am glad you have a story to tell, and you are not ashamed to share it. Well done.

I am learning how to do this. I have always been shy in person and also in my "chats" I never lied about my stories, I just omitted much !

I have grown so much and even more so in my searching for the truth.

I love to hear the stories and some called me "defense attorney" as I felt it was my job to jump in and protect others, I hopefully have gotten out of that phase. I now just listen and no longer make such judgement calls. I bite my lip or tongue still but I am able to push harder this part of me that I hate. It gets hard and I still do it, dang me anyhow.

Your story touched me. It was sincere and honest. Same as so many others that are on this site. I find it similiar to the group I used to meet up with daily ! I miss my friends but their purpose in my life was for the most part completed. All beautiful people now that my judgement of some has been lifted. Oh and did I tell you the name of the room we met in? Vahalla how ironic !

I am glad that the people in this room, in particular, share their stories. It helps the rest of us to tell ours.

Cheers and blessings

mntruthseeker wrote:

I am learning how to do this. I have always been shy in person and also in my "chats" I never lied about my stories, I just omitted much !


I love to hear the stories and some called me "defense attorney" as I felt it was my job to jump in and protect others, I hopefully have gotten out of that phase. I now just listen and no longer make such judgement calls. I bite my lip or tongue still but I am able to push harder this part of me that I hate. It gets hard and I still do it, dang me anyhow.


Cheers and blessings

The above paragraph about not making judgment calls was the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me in my growth. After I managed to stop doing what you describe I was set free in the spirit realm and I knew it when it happened. This is a major hurdle to overcome.

major hurdle = ego
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when i realized i didn't always have to prove i was right
(but i usually AM, so that was hard)

Right on hip sister as usual.