I met the Daughter I killed in 1970

I do not wish to argue if abortion is murder or not. For me personally, abortion is murder and so I believe that for myself and I do not push my views on others, I only state what I think right or wrong.

the source for my beliefs is as follows.

In the Bible it clearly teaches that abortion is murder.

There is a story about Mary the Mother of Y'shua Messiah, that when she found out that she first became pregnant with the baby Y'shua Messiah that she went to see the Mother of John the Baptist named Elizabeth who was Mary's sister and to tell her the good news of her pregnancy.

As soon as Mary walked into the room where Elizabeth was, the scriptures say that the baby in Elizabeths womb jumped for joy at the presence of the lifeform within Mary.

Elizabeth was 6 months pregnant at the time with John and the baby responded at the presence of the King of Kings that was placed into Mary just 24 hours before, so that tells me that the essence of the life form is present right after insemination.

That is why I think abortion is murder.

I was arrested in November for drunk driving, which by the way I was not drunk but only had the smell of beer on my breath, but with the current laws that is enough to make you guilty according to the Law/the real criminals.

I had to go to a few meetings called dui school because of the charge against me. While I was there in the very first meeting a 19 year old girl came into the room who was there also on charges of drunk driving just as I was.

As soon as this teenager came into the room I had this great magnetic type of drawing from my Spirit to this young woman like I was supposed to know her and to meet her. I never had this happen to me before as the Spiritual connection to this lady was very strong, so I went home that day and started to pray and meditate about the strange occurrence that took place that day in the school.

The Spirit informed me that the girl was the Daughter that me and my first wife had killed back in 1970 through abortion. My wife of the time told me that the baby we aborted was a girl and she knew this by the Spirit at the time. I also thought it was a girl, but we did not know for sure as we had the baby aborted as soon as we found out she was pregnant.

The 19 year old girl whose name is Abi is just exactly like me in the way she sees things and her rebellious Spirit to all things government and corporations. She is a carbon copy of me when I was that age, except she is female.

We have become friends, and we talk everyday at school. My attraction to her is not sexual at all and that is what made me start praying /meditating about her coming into my life? I do not go after women that young sexually speaking, so I had a mystery I had to find the answers for and came to find out that it is the daughter I killed back in the 70's that I never got to meet and or to know.

Needless to say that I was astonished, humbled, and was in awe at the thought that God/the Spirit would allow me to personally experience the beautiful daughter I murdered back in the 70's.

My Daughter does not yet know our connection?? Or at least I do not think she knows?? She does not act like she knows it at all? But she does say that me and her are almost exactly alike in the way we think and express ourselves about things and that rebel spirit we both have.

I hope to be able to tell her who I am, that I was the father that killed her back in the 70's and I waill ask her to please forgive me for the crime.

I have asked God to forgive me of course long ago and he has, and the fact that myDaughter has now come into my life seems to justify the thought that I have been forgiven.

My friend Mic made a statement many months ago that it seems that a lot of extreme things happen to me in my life and I told him he was correct in that observation, well here is another example of some of the extreme things that take place with me,LOL I guess it keeps life interesting at least and I do not have time for boredom.

I will report back this coming week as I am now established with a library card and the means to travel around.

See you all this coming week. I love you all.

Peace

Gabe

don't know what to say gabe. Thats pretty heavy.

Good luck :)

Wonderful story Gabe.

Wonderful to hear from you. You have been missed. Looking forward to further updates.

It is no concidence that you have been reunited with this soul. It probably would not have been possible until she has reached this age, as she may have been reluctant to open up to you at a younger age. Stay safe friend!

i wish i could meet the child i aborted so long ago ....
bbut i was selfish and at the time thought that the
soul did not enter til birth, so i didn't think it was much
more than cells and stuff ... i never would have been able
to raise a child at that time ... i was selfish
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comes under the heading of, "if i knew then what i know now"

Hi stal,

Yes it is heavy indeed. I was amazed at this when it took place and I realized the girl was my daughter that I previously killed.

Abi and I are developing a relationship of sorts. Her being 19 has not hindered me at all with trying to get closer to her and become her friend I hope.

There is an interesting question or two to do with all of this happening to me and Abi.

Would I have ever met her if I were not busted for drunk driving?

Did the Spirit use a bad situation for me to bring great blessings into my life?

Did the Spirit direct all of this to take place so I could meet my daughter?

Abi last week said to me, we are just alike in so many ways, and I agreed with her as we are.

She is a black sheep and rebel of her family.

Glad you are still around here stal., good to hear from you.

Hi hipster my sister,

Yes it is as you say, "if I knew then", again you are timely with your thoughts as I too have thought that more than a few times.

I love you WH and have missed the daily relationship. I will try to post a couple of times a week at least as I am able.

Tell your sister I said hi, and I will speak to you again later this week I hope, also say hi to your special friends your pets for me, LOL.

Hi Mic,

Glad to see you are still attached to our family here at the force. I have missed talking to you and reading your posts.

I am going to try to post 2 or 3 times a week. I got an Indian nation library card Saturday, the Chickasaw nation lets us use the computer for 1 hour and 15 minutes at a time.

Another thing that happened when I was arrested for drunk driving. The jailer was a female and while she was booking me into the jail, I got a word of Knowledge from the Spirit about her.

The Spirit told me to ask if she has been feeling alright lately?? She looked at me like she was surprised and said to me, "why would you ask me a question like that"? I told her I am a Christian and the Spirit prompted me to ask her that question.

She said she went to her doctor 2 weeks prior to meeting me and was told by her doctor that she had a heart condition that could kill her at any time. She knew nothing of this condition until 2 weeks before I met her. I told her that the Spirit of the Living God could heal her, and did she want to pray with me for healing? She said yes, and we prayed for her healing right there in the jail booking area.

I have not seen her since, but I always believe my prayers are answered, so I believe she got healed from a deadly heart condition right there in the jail booking area.

So some neat things are happening right through the bullshit going on at the same time.

I love you brother talk to you later.

I think you can meet the child you aborted WH. I know you think outside of the box and there are other ways to meet your child as you well know.

I also believe you can travel outside of your body in the Spirit and I know you believe that as well.

I would say to you about your child,

ASK SEEK AND KNOCK...LOL

The first letters of the above passage, ask seek knock, spell out ASK.....LOL and I know you do my dear sister.

Later sister.

i do love you, gabe ...
say hello to abi

Hey Gabe,

Quite an intense story as usual, that's why you've got a fighting spirit.

It does leave an interesting question of when the soul enters the body. Some say at the moment of conception. Some say 40 days after conception, some say on the babies first breath.

I'm actually in alignment with this response I stumbled upon.

"However, according to individuals under regression hypnosis, there is no set time or date when the spirit enters the fetus. There is no "Thou shall enter the fetus at such and such a date". No, the time at which the spirit enters the body is entirely up to the spirit. Sometimes, the spirit like to enter early in order to get accustomed to the body and environment so it will enter very early. Sometimes, the spirit feels like traversing around the planet 'in spirit' for a little while and only enter upon the time when the baby is almost being born. The choice is ours (our spirit's choice) for when they feel it is a good time to join with the mind of the human being brain and unite it with the spirit of our true Self".

Say hi to Abi for me too!

Peace brother, glad you're back!

That is a good explanation ReuniteR of when the soul may enter the baby being formed. At the time I understood the story of John the Baptist jumping for joy in his Mothers womb, I did not have any understanding of when a spirit essence might enter the Moms womb as this was in 1979 when I first read the account of John jumping for joy at the presence of Y'shua Messiah's presence inside Mary.

It was quite a revelation to me since I had killed a precious soul back in 1970. I felt guilty for doing what I did after reading the story, but asked forgiveness right away and was healed of the incident I had committed for both me and Abi.

life is a trip indeed, talk to you later reuniteR it is good to be back with you all.

I will tell Abi her extended family has said hello....LOL what a trip we are on.