revelation

i had an "ah ha! moment" yesterday...
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i think i have smoked pot because of this result:
it takes the oomph out of my reactions that, without it,
would have resulted in anger, fear, sadness, jealousy
and it enhances my reactions of humor, beauty and
wonder...
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further...
since i now realize that the darker forces feed off the
negative emotions and the energy behind those, i have
been trying to keep in check as i DO NOT WANT TO
FEED THEM!
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now the trick will be to be able to do this without any
"help" - but i have a lot of work to do, keeping my ego
response in proper perspective, and because of the
above reasons, i think the pot has helped thus far....
i will see if i can maintain without it, on my own, with no
"attitude adjustments"
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what do YOU think? i value your input, thankssssss

I think your ah ha was probably correct!! Helps you "chill" and relax less fear etc.


You probably also did because the authorities said you couldn't and I know you have a rebellious side that loves to say F U !!


The whole idea that pot is illegal really shows how the PTB want to control everyone. They have the church ladies convinced that if you smoke pot you're going to hell. OK my bible doesn't say anything in regards to that but I digress.

Hemp is one of natures' most amazing plants. You can make rope etc out of it, has amazing medicinal properties, could be made into ethonal, and of course can make people relax and enjoy the moment!!

TPTB really don't give a crap whether we get a little buzz off of it, they are suppressing it for the sake of big pharma. They don't want people to realize that the hemp oil (from the plant not seed) cures cancer.

and don't forget about balancing a budget...
legalization could cure CA's money problems, if not
the whole country's!

I say everything in moderation.

I used to smoke pot everyday for years and abused it, spend more time high than sober in the waking hours. Those days are long gone however I have the occassional puff and feel so ripped and happy at the same time. I absolutely love listening to music after a little indulgence.

So I say find that balance you feel comfortable with.

I too smoked pot for over 14 years, and I tried to smoke it every day if I could. I loved the high, but like you hippy sis I needed to find out if I could maintain without it at all, and I found I could.

Reunite said it best, all things in moderation, and by the way Reunite I don't know if you know it or not, but that is what the scriptures say about all things, do them in moderation.

God made the POT, so it is ok to smoke in my opinion, but I have found out that I would rather "not smoke anymore" for me personally. I guess I got burned out...LOL old hippy that I am.

You won't lose your rebel self in your adjustment sis...LOL that is a gift of God to you, as I know i was gifted with that as well, otherwise we probably would not be searching as we are.

Y'shua Messiah was also a rebel and they killed him for it. Happy trails....LOL

thanks, once again, for your validation & support...
one more insidious (paranoid?) thought i had was
that the illegal status, in addition to corporate
and/or big pharma reasons, was that the lizzies
DO NOT WANT the peace & love vibe sustained.....

Great point sis and I definitely think that as well. Big pharma rules and wills and the lizards pass out the pills...LOL

The situation we find ourselves in, this 3rd dimensional nuthouse is almost to much to even believe. Rod Serling has nothing on the script that we are living in.

Gabe I'm not familiar with the scriptures however that's nice to know moderation is the key.

The illegality never bother me. It depends on how much you carry, if it's for personal use don't stress. I got caught once when I was a teenager smoking it up in my dad's car in a carpark. Bright lights came from behind only to be met with the boys in blue. All they did was confiscate the pot and told me not to drive the car that night..just a little slap on the wrist. It does depend on the cop but 9/10 they don't care if it's for personal use.

Right on Reuniter...LOL