you go with your gut instinct, brook...
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my sister bella had cancer when she was 16
she did what the adults told her to do
first was surgery
then radiation
then they started the chemo
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at some point in her chemo, she said no more
they said she would die in 6 mos
she said, i will not live like this
***
she went to a nutritionist who put her on a regimen
of "real" food and different herb teas
she went to a hypnotherapist who guided her visualization...
she visualized removing and destroying the bad cells
and replacing them with healthy ones
***
she is now 53 and in the hospital being treated for
infection before they can operate on an aneurism -
her immune system was never the same after the
radiation and what chemo she rec'd, her body is
now suffering from the results of that original traditional
treatment...
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when she was 17, someone gave her a book to read,
"The Seth Material", then she passed it along to me...
that was 35 years ago, we have each had quite the journey/ride,
and i always admired and respected her so much for her
strength, even though she was fragile... her spirit was strong
***
anyway, i guess the point is, when NB first said you might
be coming over, i thought of bella, and you, and i just
wanted to encourage you to stay centered, be the strong woman
you are, laugh as much as you can and do what you know/feel
is right for you, unique to you
***
and if it is energy you need, healing/loving/accepting/optimistic
vibrations, well, i think this group has plenty to share - i
just wanna give you a big hug