my Dumb ass statement

Today I posted about killing cancer and in the process of posting I was told about a guy that hated himself and I took that upon myself and it actually changed me and made me act crazy, and I am sorry, I did not know that could happen and I made several statements about being attacked by the women here on this site. I apologize for saying what I said and I was wrong, as I was feeling the hatred of another guy and I did not know how to handle it until my friend Winehippie told me what the fuck was up with me?

She made me understand...LOL thank god for familiy.

How about laughing at something

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGpb8VKPl4s&feature=related

Welcome back sweet brother!
Yes, we are FAMILY!

I love you longhunter, and my best girlfriend Linda

Guess it's kinda like sitting in a unfamiliar stretch of woods. The Trees and undergrowth obscure the sense of distance and there are sounds you recognize and those you don't. Although there is no telling what slithers across branches, lurks in the deepening shadows or may be trying to latch on low and climb up your pants leg, you're sitting in that stretch of woods for a reason.

Welcome back Gabe. You had me worried there for a while my friend. I knew something had come over you. It did not sound like you at all. I prayed that you would come back.

LongHunter wrote:

How about laughing at something

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGpb8VKPl4s&feature=related

That is friggin hilarious LH. Loved it.

Fellow Self Gabriel.... (

from the sounds of things... based on my interpretations)... I AM VERY happy to SEE you NOT DESIRING TO LEAVE THE GROUP!!!!!

AND VERY MUCH ADDITIONALLY....

PLEASE KNOW I FIND YOUR INSIGHTS AND INPUT VERY VALUABLE!!!!

And fellow Self Longhunter....... LOVE THE CHRIS ELLIOT GHOST SQUAD ALSO!!! GREAT STUFF!!

Steve :)

well, as just one of the females here, you must know
that i took no offense whatsoever, i was just terribly
concerned for you and scared about what may have
taken control over your spirit for those moments...
i hope you feel better today.... come here, got a lil
sumthin for ya:

Oh wow Gabe

so glad you figured it out..and sounds like you are way too open..for something like that to get to you
maybe you need just a little filter on the intake
you have a lot to offer and never was it my intent to say different
but we aren't all one yet..sorry steve..so we need to share our opinions
and i thought that is what we were doing
and if it ever feels like you are being attached by me please say so
because it is not anyones intent to attach anyone else here..at least not that i can tell

Empathic phasing is what I was told happened to me. I was never going to write about this but now since yesterday I feel I must.

This happened to me once before back in 1991. People that lived in my town knew that I tried to help people through prayer if anyone came to me and asked.

The local prostitute a real hot young chick came to me one day and was asking if I would pray for her and she said she was wanting to change her ways. I will not use her name here as that will serve no purpose. I told her I would spend time praying for her later in the day and after an hour went by she left.

Later that night, I started to meditate for her and after a few minutes went by, I suddenly had this strong urge to go and buy a porn video, and so I did. After watching the video I then went out to a local bar and picked up a woman and took her home with me and we had hot sex for several hours and she spent the night with me.

The next morning I knew something was going on with me but I did not know exactly what it was, so I started to pray and I found out that my empathy had caused me to actually take on the personality of the local prostitute and I started acting out her behavior.

It was almost like being possessed by a spirit except in this case it was just simply a case of empathic phasing but at that time I knew of no such thing so I was taken by surprise and was taken in by it all.....LOL please understand I am not GAY by any means but this type of behavior was not my usual way of doing things, I basically quit going out and picking up women in 1979. LOL it was very educating and I had a lot of fun that night.....LOL

And this is what happened to me yesterday as I started to pray for that guy that Brook told us about that hated himself, I started to take on his personality and his actions.

This has never happened to me in so quick a time as yesterday. It actually started while I was typing on my computer and it went from there.

Yes I know...LOL it's one of those dirty jobs but I guess someone has to do it....LOL

wow, gabe

isn't there something you do to protect yourself
before commencing the prayers?

do you wan suggestions for that, or have you
come up with a safer technique?

i believe your gift/talent/skill should be applied as
you deem "fit", however... not to your own
detriment

as i said to you in PM, please be careful, take care
of yourself FIRST, i hate to think of "losing" you
again.....

much love,
me

Yes WH I do usually protect myself through prayer before I enter into my empathic state, but yesterday this friend of Brooks personality came on me because I did not protect myself first but started to pray for the guy while I was still at the keyboard. it was just being careless for a few moments and it cost me, as it always does if I get careless.

It is a great gift to be empathic, but it can also be a curse if not handled properly, as you and everyone else saw yesterday.....LOL


I appreciate your kindness as I also do all others here.

gabe, a message for you:
from a seated or lying position, comfort is key

close your eyes and look at the light coming through your lids,
and breathe the light in through your nose and hold it in
with all your intent focused
then as you exhale through you mouth, visualize the breath
coming out as sparkly, glittery light....
once should do it...........

Thank you WH I will do it in a few minutes.

What a lovely sight to see!

Thankfully for me, I'm not the only one who has to 'fess up once in a while.

Gabe, here's a :hug:



Shech--

Thank you Shech, I needed that.

Wine Hippie, it's so nice to run into you again.

I'm not much of a meta-physician; but I just discovered that when I close my eyes, it's not a blank I see; it's just a different SCENE.

How to interpret that scene is still a matter, for me, of speculation.

:hug:


Shech--