That is one way Biggs, God Most High communicates with you. He does not do that with me? You are more special than you may think, because the system tells you, you are Bipolar, does not mean it is true.
God created you, bi-polar cannot separate you from your maker, the things you learn from your reading, I know nothing about?
Please continue to be you, so we here do not suffer a loss by you thinking you are sick? You are not sick. God did not make you Bi-polar, but he can heal it.