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Dick Cheney; probebly his wife, will feel the luckiest biatch alive.
Gerry loves the Pussycatdolls
I'm here, to support my fellow genital.
Whether he likes it or not, I appreciate his subconscious gesture to me.
As probebly towards all, cause well; thats God for me.
We all got our reasons, but they started of somewhere before.
With Adam&eve some say, while i like to think of spirit&body.
The beginning is the end, logic of live.
I listend to the song, as an attack on feminism.
Probebly because of my trauma, towards my fathers-new-wife.
Who i see as a silent feministe, cause she didn't walk with the protests ( as far as i know).
But in my eye's, she behaves like 1 for sure.
And everytime i hear the word emancipation, i think of reacting by saying "we are allready in the 3th feminists wave"( if this is true or not, i picked it up somewhere, and i like it).
And before i go on, a little background story:
As some of you'll may know, when i was 12years of age my mother died.
And all those 12 years, i was a child who took freedom for granted.
My father was at work, my mother at home, and me at play.
that all changed, when she came in.
Alldo my mother did some parte-time, Gerry was full-time at work (or atleast when she was physically well).
And she putt me at work, the things my mother allways did for me, aswell as other things around the house.
So growing-up learning about society/the world, unconscious i painted her a feminist.
Compared to the profile, i drew of my mother.
Now:
I feel this topic has given me the opportunity to rationalize, as i was thinking earlier.
When some1 else call me Gerry again, i will have to get use to it.
But this (thinking of it now) is the best way, without first disappointmenting others.
So i like to confess:
Sky_Otter; i like to give you, your wings back;
Cause in my mind i sort of took them from you, by thinking you were stupid.
By calling me twice Gerry, and not being aware of your mistake.
I have to say that i was trying to see you neutral, but unconscious the thought popped up a lot.
Aswell i like to say, to Biggles:
I'am sorry for putting the
, up against you.
even though I meant it in a funny way, it probebly was to much.
As you told me often, that i was blessed with a lot of wisdom.
The time i asked for your help (up against Sky_swimming_lady, during my name issues) and you didn't respond, that was true wisdom (as i see now).
Sticking with your friends, and at the same time keeping me in the middle.
And i'll hope you'll. will kick my ass, in the same way as the Man from high-up north (or harder when necessary).
Cause alldo i felt the beating he got, maybe he is stronger than me ( a wisely, choose to be silent).
But as we all know, there is a war going on.
And to me it is between the male@female, like i sort of brought-up allready before.
So i will take all the changes, that the oppressed feminists have won.
Just to become one, and walk the line of just being.
Yo my maple leaf brother, i hope this was off-topic enuf for ya.
Man i can go on, but well that must be the Amphetamine in my veins.
It made me a little sentimental, as in looking for love.
However i'm glad i did it, as i hope you and all others understand.
that this came from within, 1way or on a kind of road.
It must be because of the internet shortcomings, as i could reflect that on myself aswell ha.
So to totally get back on off-topic, time for virtual sex.
But first i could try to make it up with Gerry, insha allah from within.
Sun Apr 10, 2011 4:39 pm
